I would like to take this time to tell all of my formerlly pregnant girlfriends, SORRY for ever telling you that you could wait that extra while for your baby to be born. I went into this pregnancy so naive as to how many discomforts and issues there are with being pregnant. When I thought it was over when the morning sickness went away, I have traded morning sickness for heartburn. My stomace muscles hurt so bad from streching out I want to cry from the pain that I cannot relieve! Waking up in the middle of the night with acid reflux is a little scary when it comes up in your throat. Getting up everynight a few times to pee really ruins a good sleep pattern... and I have over 2 months left!
I wanted this.. I wanted to experience being pregnant and giving birth. It is so beautiful. I feel like a beautiful fertility goddess during the times when I am not so overwhelmed with un-comforts. I want to show my buldging belly to everyone! I love feeling the soft kicks inside me- even though it is a little strange.
I will be 30 weeks along in a couple days. Which means 10 weeks to go. It seams so long when I put it like that. I can't wait to meet this little guy that I am already so in love with. I hope and pray and meditate that everything will go smoothly with his birth that I am going to attempt naturally. I can't wait to show the world what our love made!
